I can truly feel your pain......You see in 1994 I lost my 12 year old son, thanks to asthma...then less than one month later my mother died of cancer. My son was buried the day before my step-daughter's birthday and my mom was buried the day before my birthday. It has been one hard road to hoe, and your'e right, you never get over the pain, it gets easier to deal with but you never get over it. Sometimes it feels like it happened yesterday. I have my good and my bad days...right now, it's bad. I'm sorry for venting, but like I said.....BAD DAY!!!