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Originally Posted by AngelOfWater

Okay Marky was this directed to me? I did not take advantage of your time, you didn't have to talk to me, you said so yourself you CHOSE to and now what you said here is very hurtful to me because you are the one that wanted to stay and talk to me that one night because I was having a hard time.. yeah I am grateful you did even if I was cruel, but I had my reasons for being that way and I thought you understood that. Now you are going and commenting like that and I feel it is completely directed at me and a couple other people you mentioned in our conversation that you said you are always there for.. that's not fair, it really isn't and I'm honestly sick of it.. yes I'm hurt and so is someone else, I'm sure you know who I'm talking about. With things said like that.. should I even bother trying to talk to you when I'm upset and need somebody to talk to about my problems? Should I just keep them too myself. I'm sorry if I upset the Pea with making you tired.. it won't happen again, I can promise you that. I know where you stand now I'm sorry I even bothered!

Kenya, Do not feel this way, as OUR comments were not directed at any one person. I had a bunch of IM's waiting for my attention that night too. We both decided that the Roo & all of our friends will be able to live without us for alittle bit, as we continue to get to know each other. Yes I do cry when I see Marky so tired that he cannot function as he should. He is one hellava guy & spreads himself too thin. He loses himself in the process & this my friend is not fair to him. He will not tell you this because he IS AFRAID of HURTING people by being honest! I love him very much & I hurt like HELL when he hurts!!! We have both been here 24/7 for people for so long, that no one can understand our need for a break once in a while. Everybody else takes breaks from the Roo as needed. Are we not allowed to do the same without being put on the GUILT TRIP FROM HELL??? Hugs to you & yours!!! Marky is my main concern & our TRUE FRIENDS WILL UNDERSTAND & ABIDE BY OUR NEEDS WITHOUT ALL OF THE STRESSING!!!

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